I have made a decision to not see a new kasier doctor, mental health, until I get the insomnia under control.  It has bothered me since May.  I HAVE HAD ENOUGH!  I want to see if that may a root of most of the problems, I know it may not be the answer but it is part of the problem.  So I am calling my medical doctor Monday to see when I can get in.  I have suffered with insomnia off and on for years, but never this bad.  They had me on 100 mg Seraquel which was working but the shrink took it down to 50.  I am reupping it 100 this weekend.  I had four hours sleep last night.  Then after the doctor and I talk I will decided where to go from here.  I am going to demand some tests.  I have been dropping things in my right hand.  I also want a sleep test, you know in the hospital over night.  I want answers.  I know it won’t be a quick fix, but it’s the only fix I can think of.