DJfromColorado

I guess what started it off bad was a client called haggeling over money and basically got turned into a pissing contest.What really has been urking me lately has been Roy's lack of communication...

I'm not sure what I want to write, but I want to write more often. Roy was over from breakfast as usual.  He made a comment about the eggs and I made a funny comment and he go so upset he went...

So damn mad!  Took Roy to Pulmonoligst yesterday, he was already coming down with a bad cold/sinus infection.  So glad we went.  Doc says all okay, took the sudafed like he said, an hour and a...

Man, what a week, with weahter, work and all.  I just wanted to let those that know my past, Roy and I have had almost constant prayer at night for more than a year, and off and on before that. ...

I had to deal with Aaron again, I am really getting tired of having a 14 year old boss me around.  Here is the email I sent the family- This morning Aaron was better than normal, still trying to...

Okay so Jen tells me several weeks ago that she has things planned for this weekend (her birthday) and next weekend.  I try to get Roy but no plans are mad.  That pissed me off, she picks him up...

(Sigh) The last text I got from Roy was yesterday at his lunch break.  I have o idea if he is okay.  We did not do prayer last night and I am hoping he just fell asleep.  But dang it, I need to...

So...the fam and I went to a near by town and a near by swimming  hole.  The ride up, and back was horrible.  The now 14 year old from hell wouldn't stop going off on me, nor his 6 year old sister...

So I decided to try and see what would happen if I took all three kids, my second cousins, on a canoe trip. Friday we had a blow out on the way up there. Friday Aaron wouldn’t go to bed till about...

I am so pissed right now.  J did not pick up the med refil for Roy, 15 yr old boy. He called it in last thursday.  We were suppose to have a canoe trip this past weekend, but it got cancled due to...

 I started having a sore throat Thursday.  I thought Ah Ha, I know what it is, I can treat it myself.  Friday still not too bad, Friday night ah crap.  Had to cancel a canoe trip with the guys...

Still dealing with allergies, but as if if that wasn't enough everything is changing, my schedule, the young ones are out of school, new work schedule, new house...everything.  My anxiety is through...

Was at the doc on Friday, going back tomorrow for follow up and maybe blood work and CT scan.  On six meds, he thinks allergies, I don't know.  Life is really weighing me down right now.

I am now scared.  Saturday suicide popped into my head and I shook it right out-it made me very uncomfortable.  Today, with the added stress of money and responsibilitie....the word crept into my...

Saturday night, after a great day at Sea World with the fam, I came home and as I was going to bed I was stressing/dreading all that lay before me, with no answers or solutions in sight.  Then my...