MarieAnn

Things are starting to shift again.  I know that this is a day to day thing and it is so confusing most of the time.My son finally fell apart at school.  Thankfully he is in a therapuetic day...

Wednesday, the one day a week that I work in the office.  Got the two older kids off to school and just waiting for my Mom to come to watch the little one.  Then off to work and focusing on my...

Made it through another day although the kids are not asleep yet.  His brother came today and took some of the larger items out of the shed that needed to be put in the dumpster.  He helped fix the...

Woke up tired and cranky today.  Girls had bad dreams last night and so I didn't sleep well.  I found myself dry and unable to cry last night and yet I wanted to.  The emotion was there.Trying to...

7:15 pmGetting ready to put the kids to bed which is always the hardest part of the day.  My reality was that he never helped with any of this so it has never been easy.I made it through the day...

I got up this morning and had slept well last night.  Some nights are like that and I am grateful for the ones that are.  The rollercoaster continues and today it feels as though I am climbing up...

Aunt Mary came to have dinner with us tonight.  She wanted to take us out but I am too tired and the kids aren't behaving well enough for me to have the patience.  So we cooked here and she helped...

Today is a hard day and I am not sure why.  Maybe because it is Sunday and it has been three weeks.  Maybe the shock is wearing off and the anger is setting in.  Seems as though I have been angry...

I took the girls to dinner tonight and it went fine.  I haven't really taken them out much in the last few weeks.  My son went to the movies with his uncle and I am so glad to have such a...

Been cleaning the house this afternoon.  Wish I had more patience with the kids.  I need to keep busy and moving and cleaning helps for some reason.   Starting to feel the drag of being tired...

I was never a big fan of rollercoasters.  The ups and downs and not sure when it would stop and if it would stop before you couldn't handle it all.That is what life feels like right now.  Days of...

I feel so angry tonight and I have no patience and I hate that about myself. The exhaustion that settles in at the end of the day is overwhelming.  I can get through about the first five to six...

This journey is not one I wanted to take.  When Mike started using drugs again I had so much fear that this would happen.  It has become my reality.  He couldn't walk away from the pills and now...