Woke up tired and cranky today.  Girls had bad dreams last night and so I didn't sleep well.  I found myself dry and unable to cry last night and yet I wanted to.  The emotion was there.Trying to move on with each day and do what needs to be done and some days it feels like being a robot but things are getting done.  Keeping my faith that I move in the right direction.The old saying 'fake it til you make it' will probably apply until it is just second nature and doesn't feel like such an effort.When everyone tells you it will be okay and just put one foot in front of the other, they are right and it does work.