Been cleaning the house this afternoon.  Wish I had more patience with the kids.  I need to keep busy and moving and cleaning helps for some reason.   Starting to feel the drag of being tired again and I HAVE to buy food today.  Even the kids are asking to go food shopping and they hate going to the store with me. 

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My son, Jeff, was pretty sick most of his life. He was unable to go out much. He had many \"online relationships\". For a long time I harrassed him about this. \"These relationships are not real\", I would tell him. After a few years I gave up trying to get him to see it my way. I guess I realized that he didn\'t really have much else. Somedays, He would spend every waking minute on the computer. This would drive me NUTS!
Now that Jeff is gone, I am the keeper of his computer, I can\'t step away from it. My family wants me to cook, I really should be getting ready for work. Do you see the irony there? I even e-mail Jeff because I know that if God is everywhere, He\'s online and can get mail!
On that note, I\'m going to sign out.