haemae624
Status: so many people are inactive on ds): i miss my old buds!
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I know I don't get on here much anymore, but life is just shit right now. I don't know what to do. My show has been over for a month, I am going to be 19 in a few weeks, I don't have a job or a...
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I was cast in a professional production of Godspell a few weeks ago and today we had our first strictly choreography rehearsal. We went to a dance studio . And if you've ever been in a dance studio,...
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It's been a while since I've been active on DS. I'm sorry if I worried anyone, but sometimes I find this site triggering so I stray for a period of time. But I'm back now! And here's all the things...
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I didn't know how hard it would be.. It drove me insane! But I have now proved to myself that I can do it. Maybe I can make this day 2? Hopefully(:
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It always has to be something, doesn't it? I always have to be hurting myself. If it's not cutting, it's starvation. If it's not starving it's pills. Beating, and now hair pulling. It's like I have...
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Hi. I'm feeling quite lonely tonight so I thought I might write to you. I don't know why I feel the need to tell you everything, I mean you'll never even read this! But it's nice to talk to the only...
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I don't want to say goodbye, but it's so hard to stay strong. How long can I hold on?All these little things... These little meaningless things are building up inside me and I can't shut them out. I...
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Really, Mom? I'm the piece of shit? I'm a piece of shit because when you were having a seizure this morning I gave you a shot and sat with you until you came to. And then for doing it again this...
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A Quiet Night At Home, Bare: A Pop OperaA quiet night at homeSilent nightA joy to pass a quiet night at homeA quiet night at homeAll my friends are goneAnd once again I find myself aloneA quiet night...
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I want to be held. I want to feel warm. I want arms around me. I want someone to care about me. Am I asking too much? To just have someone lay down with me? Not to "try anything" or talk about...
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How is it that I can feel so lonely? So useless, so... pained? I guess it's better then feeling nothing at all... But I would rather feel nothing. I would rather be numb.It's this thing on the side...
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My hair is my everything. It gives me confidence and it can ruin my day. Make me smile or discourages me. It used to be longer and I don't like the layers it has now. It used to be curlier too. But...
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I'm not moving out for college. I'm not even going to college anymore. Not for fall term, at least. That's right, I will be living in hell for just a bit longer. Once winter comes along I will...
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I want to be on Broadway so much it hurts. That's the only place I can be, the only place I will allow myself to end up. No, no. I don't want to be on Broadway; I have to be on Broadway. I have to...
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I just need to vent I guess... right now I am crying for no reason. I just feel so alone... I guess that is a reason, haha. I want somebody, but I know I'm not good enough yet.I've been thinking...
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