haemae624
Status: so many people are inactive on ds): i miss my old buds!
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
I gave my best friend all the pills I was abusing. She took them and somehow got rid of them. I am finally free.
-
I got a letter from Jordan today. It was simply one page. Enough to break me, though. She's not doing very well. Her and her fiance are constantly fighting, she's stressed with school stuff...
-
Today and for the rest of the week we don't have school because there are conferences but we had reahearsal anyway from 11-3. A half hour after rehearsal started one of my best friends shows...
-
Today just kind of slipped through my fingers. I don't know where the time went. Like life just left for a while. I don't want to go to homecoming, I can't even tell you... Dances are...
-
I just got done watching the movie 'Were The World Mine.' I cannot express how much I loved it! I'm a shakespeare nerd, a musical junkie and to top it all off, who can't resist a story about gay...
-
I tried to flush the pills, but I couldn't do it. I got taken off of them so my supply has offically run out. These are the last ones I have. I can't get rid of them just yet. I want to get rid...
-
I just love choir, so much
-
When I had a body I was at least kind of proud of.Just one of the many words that I carved into my skin.Old cutting picture.Another old cut. I can still see this one.The morning after the worst night...
-
I don't like way my dad looks at me. He just... Stares. There is no reason. I'll just walk by and out of the corner of my eye I can see him just staring. It makes me feel so uneasy. And I...
-
I went out yesterday for the first time in a long time. My best friend, her boyfriend and another one of our pals went to sushi then a football game. I was laughing and joking but honestly, I...
-
Guess who missed school, again. I am so sick of this... I missed my first singing quiz in choir, which is like vitally important. And I missed rehearsal. The one thing that makes everything...
-
My art, my words, my voice, my face will all carry on. Long after my body has been turned into ash and poured into the ocean, I will live on through those just as lost as I am today. One day I...
-
It didn't go as I had planed. My mom lied and overexaturated everything, like she always does. But I got taken off all of my medication and put on a different drug. I was really pissed at first,...
-
Woke up crying.The feeling still hasn't subsided.I had a dream about him.It was so vivid.In the dream, I couldn't breathe. I had to leave him.Everything has hurt since then.
-
I made an appointment with my medication specialist for this Wednesday.
dd