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Was good(: After Chris left Jesa and I went to bed and I just turned to her and said, "Can I vomit my life?" and that's what we did until about 2 in the morning. We both laughed and cried and...
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i m currently at my best friend s house. all i want to do is cry. nothing happened i m just really depressed. this is the first time i ve actually felt depressed in a while. i ve been thinking...
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For the past week my depression has been hitting me hard. It could be the whole math thing, the no theater thing or the lonliness thing. I'm not sure. And I've been craving a cut so bad, you have no...
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Who ever or whatever made you feel this way should get a big fucking hug from me. I hope you swallow one too many pills. I pray you press down a little too hard when you 'cut yourself'. We both...
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So I got on the scale thinking I gained some weight, but nope(:Lost 3.5 pounds!
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Finals are coming up, like, soon. Really soon. My 1st period final is on Friday, which is drama. All I have to do is memorize a monolouge, which I've pretty much done already and I'm good. I am...
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The night was long and her body felt weak. She was the girl that drank from the bottle, the one who deserved what she was never able to obtain. Instead she was kneeling...
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He called me last night. He told me that he wanted me. So, why am I not pleased? He was fucked out of his mind. Chuck told me he had a whole cup of vodka. Ugh... And he said all these things and told...
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Today was our showcase for choir. It was so fun! Everyone said we were the best of the 5 schools that were there, so I'm pretty happy(: So here's where the title of this joural entry comes...
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I lost 7 pounds(:
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On Saturday one of my buddys had a Halloween party at her house. A lot of people went which for me means more anxiety. I decided to just turn in early and crash in my best friend's car. I was...
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Opening night of the play was tonight! It wasn't a complete train wreck, we did pretty well but backstage we always find little things that no one else even noticed so it wasn't so fantastic to...
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She makes me feel guilty all the time. I don't know if she means it or not, but about 85% of the time I'm pretty sure she means it. It takes everything inside of me to not get in her face and...
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i went to bekka's halloween party last night. i drank. i didn't get too drunk, but i had fun. i finally showed my sister i can drink without going crazy. she can finally trust me. and it's funny...
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When I got put on wellbutrin my medication specialist said that it might induce a lack of apetite but lately just looking at food makes me sick. I forced myself to eat taco bell tonight. It was...
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