haemae624
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I was never one of those girls who talked about how awful her life was all the time or how much she hated herself. Mostly because my sister's taught me not to, and I listened to every word they...
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So, there's this boy... This nice, funny, intelligent, VERY attractive boy. Everybody says that he likes me and he flirts with me all the time. And I know I am getting a head of myself here, but if...
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I don't want to talk about it because I don't know what to say. I just want to tell someone that I'm sad. I'm not okay. Anxiety, sleep, everything is just not... not fucking okay.fix me. save...
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When I look in the mirror I don't like what I see. I see this useless shell encasing something wonderful. There's a girl under there whose body only enhances her talent. A stunning voice and a way...
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Today was just a bad day... I don't really know why. Maybe I was just tired. But when I got to choir we had an adjudicator come in and work with us before state on the 6th. My throat was dry...
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I can see the difference now, my tummy is getting flatter. My arms still gross me out, but I'll just do more push ups and stuff. YAY(:
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I don't know why it took seeing you in that pretend car crash to really realize how much I miss you; who you used to be. You're not the same that you used to be. You're not the cute boy I met in...
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Today we had an assembly where there was a reenactment of a car crash. My best friend and a few of my other good friends were in it. I saw my best friend covered in blood, inches from death. She...
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Have a girl crush. :DD But the problem is, she doesn't know me and I don't know her. She's probobly straight as a straight edged sword and the chance that we would ever even talk is like one in...
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You were beautiful once, remember Mae? I think you were too little to really remember it. You were about six. After that everything went sour. You hurt yourself and you ate too much and look...
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During rehearsal we were doing choreography the entire time in front of a mirror. I litterally threw up I was so disgusted with myself. I threw up whatever was in my system and since then I have...
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I'm not as pretty as I could be. Not as beautiful as I should be.I laugh too loud and my nose crinkles up when I do.My thighs are disgusting. Scarred and fat.The dark circles under my eyes can't even...
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It's been a loooooooooooonng time, haha. Everything changed and now it's almost exactly the same. I'm just more tired this time around. I don't love anybody really anymore. I don't even care...
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This has been THEE worst and LONGEST week of my life... So, first I lost my best friend for always and forever and one of my really close friends is moving to Portland to be with her abusive...
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I have my first professional audition this Saturday.! It's for a talent agency called 'The' but it's pronounced 'Tae'... I don't know why.. :p I doubt I'll get anything, but it'll be a great learning...
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