haemae624
Status: so many people are inactive on ds): i miss my old buds!
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It's been a loooooooooooonng time, haha. Everything changed and now it's almost exactly the same. I'm just more tired this time around. I don't love anybody really anymore. I don't even care...
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This has been THEE worst and LONGEST week of my life... So, first I lost my best friend for always and forever and one of my really close friends is moving to Portland to be with her abusive...
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I have my first professional audition this Saturday.! It's for a talent agency called 'The' but it's pronounced 'Tae'... I don't know why.. :p I doubt I'll get anything, but it'll be a great learning...
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Hurt me. Touch me lightly. Sing to me. Speak to me. Make love to me. Fuck me like a whore. Rape me. Tell me I'm beautiful. Spit in my face. Call me a liar. Say I'm worthless. Buy me a necklace. Make...
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I lost a pound. But when you're under nose-bleed stress and your wrists are bruised from rubber bands it's kind of hard to be happy about anything.. At least I've got Jesa... I don't know where I'd...
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May I just say to my senior class, 'FUCK YOU.' I got a note in choir that told me I was voted 'Best Smile' and that I'm getting my picture taken tomorrow. And I hate myself for feeling...
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Almost half way there! I don't think I've ever screamed as loud as I did when the number came up! haha, I'm so happy(:
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This is so weird... I'm not even sure I should be doing this. There's no real transition or into to this letter, I just want to tell you some things. I wish I could talk to you in person, but I...
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Today's Intake:-Bottle of water-A bite of celery with peanut butter on it.Weight at the end of the day: 135.5!Good job, Mae(:
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I NEED to ge to at least 120 lbs. by the time I graduate. It's not an option. I am willing to do almost anything to loose this weight. For the past two weeks I have been trying not to eat....
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I know you're trying. I know you don't like seeing me like this. Not eating, not sleeping, making excuses to not go out with my friends. I know it's hard. But I'm not Kylie or Jennifer. I'm not...
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I wish she knew how crazy I felt for feeling this way about her. I wish she knew talking to her gives me chills and I never forgot her voice from that night. I wish she knew how much I want her...
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1) When I say I want someone to hold me, I mean David. When I'm sad I want to like him, then when I'm okay again the thought makes me sick.2) I'm never going to come out to everyone.3) My sister...
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I fake all this stuff. The crying, the panic attacks, the yelling and breaking shit for no reason is all for attention. I just want to watch our family slip further and further into poverty so I...
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These are all of the things I should probobly tell you, but I won't. Ever. There are a lot of things you can't say or do to me. You can't say words like 'ever' or 'never'. Because those words...
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