haemae624
Status: so many people are inactive on ds): i miss my old buds!
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I didn't know how hard it would be.. It drove me insane! But I have now proved to myself that I can do it. Maybe I can make this day 2? Hopefully(:
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It always has to be something, doesn't it? I always have to be hurting myself. If it's not cutting, it's starvation. If it's not starving it's pills. Beating, and now hair pulling. It's like I have...
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Hi. I'm feeling quite lonely tonight so I thought I might write to you. I don't know why I feel the need to tell you everything, I mean you'll never even read this! But it's nice to talk to the only...
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I don't want to say goodbye, but it's so hard to stay strong. How long can I hold on?All these little things... These little meaningless things are building up inside me and I can't shut them out. I...
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Really, Mom? I'm the piece of shit? I'm a piece of shit because when you were having a seizure this morning I gave you a shot and sat with you until you came to. And then for doing it again this...
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A Quiet Night At Home, Bare: A Pop OperaA quiet night at homeSilent nightA joy to pass a quiet night at homeA quiet night at homeAll my friends are goneAnd once again I find myself aloneA quiet night...
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I want to be held. I want to feel warm. I want arms around me. I want someone to care about me. Am I asking too much? To just have someone lay down with me? Not to "try anything" or talk about...
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How is it that I can feel so lonely? So useless, so... pained? I guess it's better then feeling nothing at all... But I would rather feel nothing. I would rather be numb.It's this thing on the side...
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My hair is my everything. It gives me confidence and it can ruin my day. Make me smile or discourages me. It used to be longer and I don't like the layers it has now. It used to be curlier too. But...
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I'm not moving out for college. I'm not even going to college anymore. Not for fall term, at least. That's right, I will be living in hell for just a bit longer. Once winter comes along I will...
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I want to be on Broadway so much it hurts. That's the only place I can be, the only place I will allow myself to end up. No, no. I don't want to be on Broadway; I have to be on Broadway. I have to...
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I just need to vent I guess... right now I am crying for no reason. I just feel so alone... I guess that is a reason, haha. I want somebody, but I know I'm not good enough yet.I've been thinking...
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My house revolves around my mom. Weather she is good or bad. Taking her meds or not. As of right now, she's not and I'm sick of it. My mood and my plans all revolve around her. This is why I need to...
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You make me feel cheap. When you say and do these things to me you're not flattering me at all. You're only making the belief that I am not good enough stronger. I don't care if you you feeling...
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I will regret writing this. I'm sick even now. Half of me is screaming, clawing at my insides telling me to stop. Just hold down the back space button, shut my net book and go to sleep. Then the...
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