haemae624
Status: so many people are inactive on ds): i miss my old buds!
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Hurt me. Touch me lightly. Sing to me. Speak to me. Make love to me. Fuck me like a whore. Rape me. Tell me I'm beautiful. Spit in my face. Call me a liar. Say I'm worthless. Buy me a necklace. Make...
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I lost a pound. But when you're under nose-bleed stress and your wrists are bruised from rubber bands it's kind of hard to be happy about anything.. At least I've got Jesa... I don't know where I'd...
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May I just say to my senior class, 'FUCK YOU.' I got a note in choir that told me I was voted 'Best Smile' and that I'm getting my picture taken tomorrow. And I hate myself for feeling...
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Almost half way there! I don't think I've ever screamed as loud as I did when the number came up! haha, I'm so happy(:
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This is so weird... I'm not even sure I should be doing this. There's no real transition or into to this letter, I just want to tell you some things. I wish I could talk to you in person, but I...
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Today's Intake:-Bottle of water-A bite of celery with peanut butter on it.Weight at the end of the day: 135.5!Good job, Mae(:
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I NEED to ge to at least 120 lbs. by the time I graduate. It's not an option. I am willing to do almost anything to loose this weight. For the past two weeks I have been trying not to eat....
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I know you're trying. I know you don't like seeing me like this. Not eating, not sleeping, making excuses to not go out with my friends. I know it's hard. But I'm not Kylie or Jennifer. I'm not...
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I wish she knew how crazy I felt for feeling this way about her. I wish she knew talking to her gives me chills and I never forgot her voice from that night. I wish she knew how much I want her...
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1) When I say I want someone to hold me, I mean David. When I'm sad I want to like him, then when I'm okay again the thought makes me sick.2) I'm never going to come out to everyone.3) My sister...
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I fake all this stuff. The crying, the panic attacks, the yelling and breaking shit for no reason is all for attention. I just want to watch our family slip further and further into poverty so I...
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These are all of the things I should probobly tell you, but I won't. Ever. There are a lot of things you can't say or do to me. You can't say words like 'ever' or 'never'. Because those words...
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Was good(: After Chris left Jesa and I went to bed and I just turned to her and said, "Can I vomit my life?" and that's what we did until about 2 in the morning. We both laughed and cried and...
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i m currently at my best friend s house. all i want to do is cry. nothing happened i m just really depressed. this is the first time i ve actually felt depressed in a while. i ve been thinking...
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For the past week my depression has been hitting me hard. It could be the whole math thing, the no theater thing or the lonliness thing. I'm not sure. And I've been craving a cut so bad, you have no...
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