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  Posted: 12/22/2017

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  3 Months

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  Last Reply: scatteredmusician 12/15/2017

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  It’s been 3 months (the longest 3 mons of my life) since you’ve been gone. It all still feels so surreal. I still wake every night at 3 am to look for you, to see if this is all real. And as sad as it maybe, it is. I miss you so much. There are no words to describe exactly how I feel. There are so many things I still wish I could say to you. Kayleigh is so big now. I wish you would see her. She learned how to walk a month ago. She’s so grown. How I wish you would’ve been able to...

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  Posted: 12/15/2017

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  Good Bye

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  Last Reply: roxy1952 12/15/2017

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  "Goodbye"I'm thinking of youIn my sleepThey're not good thoughtsThe worst kind of sadI've noticed thingsCannot be repairedWhen I wake upI'll be in despair'Cause I know I've got to sayI know I've got to sayGoodbyeBaby goodbyeGoodbyeBaby goodbyeYou're my sweetheartGoodbyeYou're my sweetestGoodbyeI know I'm gonna lookSo so so so badBut there's no easier wayFor me to have to walk awayBut I don't want to hear this no moreAnd I don't want to feel this no moreAnd I don't want to see this no moreAnd I...

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  Last Name

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  Last Reply: babochka 12/15/2017

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  Today I got asked by a coworker if I was going to be changing my last name back to my maiden name… I just said no. But at that moment so many thoughts raced through my mind. How dare someone ask me if I was going to change my last name?!?!? I didn’t leave him, he didn’t leave me by choice. This was not a separation by choice, rather destiny. We loved each other and had he still been alive we would still be married so why would I even consider changing my last name?!? Why would someone...

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  Posted: 12/13/2017

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  Posted: 12/11/2017

  kay_rauz commented on the discussion After one year.

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  Posted: 11/30/2017

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  Posted: 11/21/2017

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  Posted: 11/21/2017

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  Posted: 11/21/2017

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  Tonight’s Been Rough

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  Last Reply: avmom 11/21/2017

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  Today’s been rough. Got home and the baby is super cranky. To give you a background my husband passed 2 months ago and he left me with a beautiful 17 month old baby girl. My light, my life.Not knowing what was wrong w her I held her as much as I could. She was restless and tired. I noticed she was teething. Doesn’t sound like anything big. But at the moment it is considering the latter. She didn’t want to be w me anymore and only craved for my mom. I broke down and cried. Bc all I wanted...