Ghostwolf04
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- So I am somewhat color blind. I have had jobs where I had to be tested for color Blindness. I pass some and fail others. People tell me I can't tell the difference between certain shades of purple and blue. Also I see some shades of purple and blue...
- I can't sleep. I hate my life. I really don't see myself staying with the man I'm with. I've been really sick lately and as usual I still have to worry about everything at home. He is such a burden. I'm sick of being adult caregiver to him and my...
- I can't sleep. I think this is my first time posting this late at night. I can't stop thinking bad thoughts.I woke up in pain about 2 hours ago. My back as usual. My doc says it's my adrenal glands. It's like a burning twisting pain around my...
- I for the most part hide and ignore my abilities. I get stronger every few years and the visions get worse. I feel crazy. I try to fight it.Today a customer at my job broke down in tears about her dead son. It's eating me up inside. I really like...
- My job is so boring. I have way too much down time and just sitting still at my job. I can't really get up and move around much because I have to be at my desk to assist customers when they come in.I've tried asking other people I work with if they...
- I just feel sick at my stomach. And I have a headache. My appetite has been really poor. I don't feel motivated. I can't think of anything to do that brings me joy. I'm stressed and worried almost all the time. I hate looking in the mirror. Every...
- How do you deal with friends in a relationship? I don't really have friends anymore, not close friends that I see or talk to often anyway.My fiance has made some new friends since moving here. I'm glad of that. However he still talks to his old...
- Do you have plans for Lammas Day tomorrow?I started celebrating a bit early Sunday. I went to my farm which is on sacred land. I explored and meditated. The land gave me back forgiveness with intent to heal my mind body and spirit.Lammas is all...
- Hi guys I just wanted to hit a few points and tell you about some stuff I been reading.I am reading a book called quiet power by Susan Cain. It is really helping understand my personality as an introvert and how my ex (the sociopath) used my...
- The last week or so my mom has gone down hill alot. This summer in general she is in much worse condition. She lives with me and my fiance.I have talked to her every single day since last Monday about physical therapy and doctor appt and her health....
- I am excited. I get to hang out with a friend that I haven't seen in a few months. I try to stay in touch but he and his husband both work alot and very busy. My fiance and I double date with them sometimes but I used to go to their house alot and...
- I feel low today. My brain just feels exhausted. I think I might accidentally cry if I'm not careful. I bet my face looks miserable. I just hate my life. I'm sick of trying to stick it out. I'm really sick of trying to puzzle a way out. I wish I had...
- Ok so does anyone know of some simple routines I can do at home similar to being on a rowing machine? Has anyone delt with shoulder injuries?I am seeing a chiropractor but I need to be doing stuff at home. I have an old shoulder issue that flares up...
- Do you ever feel like your loneliness gets comfortable? And when it does, and you are used to doing things by yourself, do you feel extra irritable toward other people? Like when they disrupt your routine, do you just think omg shut up I want to go...
- Today is my first day back to work after vacation. It's rough getting back to a routine. I'm feeling under the weather. I also just feel really down and exhausted. I have another doc appt Monday to get checked out again. I really hope I don't have a...