i don't know why i expected anything different...

i had a miscarriage and i thought that... i hoped that my husband would comfort me.  i hoped and prayed that he could just be here for this time because who else could i turn to.  i thought we had this grief in common and we could be comfort to each other.  and he hasnt.  hes bn sometimey and sometimes cold.  often insensitive and i dont know.  i just wanted him 2 hold me and be with me for a few days.  thats all.  seems i ask 4 so little and do not get it.  im supposed to be concentrating on healing and im concentrting on this same bullshit with him.  i wanted to leave that behind if only for a few days.  maybe 4ever. but he just can't do it.  he just doesnt have it in him 2 love me like i wanna b loved.  maybe someone wld appreciate the love that he gives...who am i 2 assume that its not love.  its just not the love i nd in a marraiage.  im not gonna make any decisiioons.  im just gonna get well.  amen.