naimalove

u know what the elec getting turned off is hard and not great but not the end of the wlrd naima.  this we we buried a friend and bro.  his children buried their father.  tday my sis is taking her...

i feel so guilty.  i got a cut off notice for the elec.  i dont know why i waited so long to call...i thought that i might have the money to pay the bill.  i thought that they wld ask me to pay...

didnt go to the job interview b/c i cant find my keys.  been looking all day; turned the house upside down. still cant find them...hubby thinks they may b locked in the car.  there were a bunch of...

so i have a job interview or something tmorrow...not sure what it entails...it was some auto response based on my resume on monster.  stuff is selling on ebay and amazon...so a little money will b...

my mother helped me...i chatted with her..she sd that having some regretful thoughts about having kids at times is not bad.  its normal and natural.  and she suggested that if im able to stay home...

got an email from a life ins co about a job.  im gonna go to the interview...dont know if its worth it...dont know if i want it, but im curious enuf to chk it out.  my eye's been hurting...may...

i hate my hus.  i just feel the need 2 "say" that.  but i wont say it 2 him b/c i ont actually mean it.  maybe i actually hate my current situation.  i wanna just box him out and live in this...

i am so frustrated.  seems 2 b a recurring theme.  what is wrong with me?!!!!!!  & tday i felt attacked.  my gurl was tellin me that the lord is not telling me to sit on my ass and wait...like im...

tday was fun.  my comp is set up and i have a bunch of stuff on sale on ebay.  i sold something on amazon.  my gurl gave me some shoes that might sell.  we had a good rehearsal. my friend came...

im so beat and i dont know why. in some way or another i am not taking care of myself. i havent been eating right and im not sure if ive been getting enuf rest. i have my comp. i was annoyed w/ hus...

im so tired. my laptop is gone and i still have no other computer. the things imselling on ebay r doing pretty good. im thrilled. one itemis over 100 dollars right now. i wrked out tday. my comp will...

my dad is givin me money to get a new comp...god bless him. its a desktop....they gave me some money off for giving them the laptop 4 parts. its a dell with pent4 40 g hd and 1 forget how much ram....

the baby is crying and right now i want 2 write and chill...my whole day is dedicated to them.....cant i have moments 2 myself? apparently i can praise the lord. isis causes zora 2 get louder...

got a call from eastern u tday regarding my bill...i stillowe money from a prev sem. i have to pay that money b4 i can start back. i owe like $1500. the guy fromcoll was like a plan of 379/mnth...

a bit of a disappointment. i was not able to reg for classes b/c i am on probabtion. i didnt ecen rem that....i went to wrkout anyway and the endorphins and adreneline rush did me good...my mood...