naimalove

im watchin oprah. this woman who was abused.  i guess im reminding myself that it cld b worse.  i sometimes  feel that ive been abused by s mother.  and im starting to wonder if shes telling the...

i have nothingi dont have a carno moneyno home of my owni dont have a job that paysi dont have  a college dgreei have a knack 4 saving money & finding good dealsi am creative, but i dont get pd 4...

no resolutionis that the norm of life?nothing ever really gets settledjust decide not 2 fight anymorei dont feel like we made upi dont know what we're doin here?is this all there is?i dont feel like...

s & i had an argument. i hate how i feel  right  now.  i wanna smoke & eat.  i want  my  outside  2  match  how  i feel inside.  i dont smoke.  but i want 2 destruct.  sometimes i want...

i have such a headache.  la children r home. the baby's been so fussy.  crying 4 no reason.  has a cookie & milk and still fussy. and when i tell him something he doesnt like...like no...then he...

im still waiting 2 hear from the post off.  i may b getting a car soon. after i strt wrking im gonna need it. sex feels so empty....it used 2 b so warm and meaningful.  i complain that i dont have...

i am restless & tired, but i dont want 2 go 2 bed.  well i do & i dont

had my roadtest 4 the post office. i think that i passed; i blieve that i passed.  made it 2 church late.  the sermon was good.  talked about being highly favored in the face of adversity.  i am...

had fam picks taken tday. plan 2 put them on christmas cards.  im gonna buy a digital pic frame 2 display all these lovely new photos.

isisi am trying 2 balance allowing her 2 b a child and teaching her how 2 protect herself and avoid danger.  i let her watch a special on hazing. i explained 2 her what hazing is and that she does...

i went 2 a hotel w/ hubby.  it was really nice. just nice 2b alone. very restful.  great hotel.  reasonable.  scanticon in valley forge. it was a suite w/ a whirlpool and a king bed.  we must ...

i will b so glad when its bedtime.  la children r just making so much noise. now they r quiet.  thank  god.

lost 5 lbs.  good.  had a moment w/my hus last night.  we talked a little. we hugged a little.  & then we fell asleep.  its ok. im ok.  i hope we r ok.

i gotta stop talkin about the sex thing w/hus.  talkin about it doesnt  do anything.  ive been putting off praying....why?  guess i dont really wanna hear  what god has 2 say.  dont wanna b...

worked out tday.  chatted with my trainer. she was not pleased that its been so long.  she warned me to b back sun or monday.  i talked 2 her about how id gained more than 20 lbs.  she asked ...