naimalove

so i went out 2 run some errands rather than eat dinner w/fami came back 2 get a pic....walgreens gave me a coupon 2 get 25 4x6 prints free w/the refill of my ink cartridgesso then he asks me where...

ok so i got a ltr stating that i passed the road testso far no word about when the job startsi was looking 4 it 2 start b4 christmasbut doesnt look  like it's gonna happenchristmas will b here b4 u...

he came into our br where i slept alone last nightand i was sitting on the bed nakedid recently taken a showeri asked him if he cld excuse me while i got dressedi feel it was meanmostly 2 make a...

theres this silence bet uswe have talked but about nothing significantis this what he wants?he hasnt made a comment about it& he prob wontthats been my roleim tired of itim gonna stop trying 2 fix...

i ate a bag of doritos last night 4 dinnerit has not agreed w/methe kids stayed home b/c of a threat of iceturns out no bad weather, but s took care of children while i slepti was up til sun came up 

how can i b expected 2 give myself freely 2 someone who withholds that is foolishits amazingmost of my life i have been in relationships w/men who were unavailable 4 1 reason or anotherand here i am...

im sleepy, but cant sleep.

im hurt & numbhes sleeptheres this tensenesshas been since this afternoonhe hasnt sd anythingim sadi also thnk that i am so talentedif only i cld get pd 4 my talentsi dont know how 2 market themim...

theres near silence bet us since he came homei often thnk that he doesnt notice and/or doesnt carei will not b the only one fighting 4 usi need 2 get 2 a place where i can prayi have been having...

i just wanna b left alone.  the kids r around. right prac under me.  all these toys & stuff & they still  act like they're bored. the 2 youngest were sliding down the stairs and the oldest just...

so tired.  still no mail from the post office.  kids being kids; noisy.  the little one is very fussy & winey.  taken 2 falling out when he doesnt get his way.  seems like the older stopped...

had calendar bound....looks great

my period statrted last night.  that may b effecting my mood.  it doesnt make my concerns illegitamate, but it may b effecting how strongly i feel....maybe

Im so  frustrated right now.   I feel that my h is so busy addressing everyone elses prob b/c he doesn’t wanna address his own.  Last night he came home from wrk ate dinner and then ran off 2...

im tempted 2 just do wrong.  im tempted 2 cheat.  to drink.  i have been tempted 2 overeat and i have been overeating.  im frustrated.  im not really talking much 2 h. he can tell that im...