naimalove

im finding solace in solitude; which is hard to get, food, which is easy to get, but damaging physically, and scripture/prayer which i dont do enuf. last night i rode around looking 4 a carribean...

i think i may b coming down from the "season" excitement. im so tired or maybe hermitlike. i dont wanna go out much...its cold...and ive mostly wanted to stay in the bed...dont wanna go...

i dont feel like being a parent tday.

tday i felt kinda blah...stayed in bed most of the day...when steve came home he didnt wanna hang with me...its been the baby and i all day....i know steve was tired i would have thought he would...

i have not been doing my ww at all. im sure ive gained a significant amount of weight. my size 18's are fitting kinda tight...so that is a good indicator. i havent been watching what i eat and i...

saw dreamgirls; it was excellent!!!!!!!! my dad and mom took my two oldests and my hubby stayed home with the baby while i took in a movie...it was nice to get out alone. idont know for how long,...

wierd day....steve is sick. so i had to wash and dress all the kids alone...and they were like all distracted with the toys and stuff. and i was baking cookies for my oldest all the while..and...

merry christmas everyone. im feeling good. i put ok as my mood b/c i guess im kinda melancoly and not like happy. im very blessed though. i know that. i was feeling some anxiety b/c i spent more...

my mom came over this past weekend and helped me clean. i told her about counselling with hubby. she thought it was good. i went over to her house some days later...i was pissed with steve and...

im keeping a journal of all the stuff my husband does that irritates me. its been a lot of writing...a lot of stuff i look at as typical male female married couple stuff....but we could both do...

dinner was nice. the movie i wanted to c was sold out but we saw deja vu and it was reaaly good....well prob c the pursuit of happyness on sunday. it was cool to get out; i wanted my husband to be...

i was having a good day and im still am, but i am hurt. i am very emotionally open. i have a friend that is also my hus friend. i have been very open with her about some issues going on with me...

i havent been eating ebuf fruits and veg; i am proud to say that i just ate what i consider a balancd meal. ham and cheese sand with whole wheat bread and an apple and water and i found a place 2...

lil steve just makes me smile so easily. we just chill in the br while im on the computer and watching tv. hes just so happy...well most of the time...he just wants his needs met like right...

sometimes i would love for my children to just b quiet. its great that they are so animated, but after 7pm and b4 8am id loe for them to b more sedantary. i dont want to put myself on their...