naimalove

i just wanna climb into bed and veg out watching tv. called the mortgage co. they cant talk to me b/c im not auth. steve will have to call later. he doesnt like to...i dont either...its...

well im up...an improvement from yesterday. i didnt get up til almost 1. and i took a shower which i neglected 2 do yday. even when things r bad 4 me..even when i feel like there's no way out..no...

i dont think im depressed, but i am having an extended saddness. havent been to the gym and im eating a lot more. been this way since mother's day. i did go to church...im glad of that. but been...

i feel so alone. i am crying inside. and i dont know what 2 do. i feel i can not turn to my hus and i guess im having prob communicating with god too. steve asked me if i was mad at him....im...

im so down. i cant decide if i wanna go workout or not...itd prob b good 4 me, but i just wanna eat and eat and eat. im thinkin about baking a cake. eating something sweet or good wld make me feel...

i dont feel appreciated by my fam. thats what ive been telling my husband for some time. since i got no acknowledgement from my children or husband for mother's day my feelings r truly hurt. and...

my hubby did not give me a mothers day card. my daughter 6 yo only gave me one after i reminded her as she was showing me the lovely card she made 4 my mom, that she hadnt even wished me a happy...

i keep writing journals and then they erase. i dont know why. i talked to my hubby tday about our finances. he sd that he wld sit down with me and configure a budget. he sd he wld actually give...

god is still good...god is still on the throne

i closed my ebay store...tired of paying the fee and selling nothing. im gonna relist all the inventory and then give away what doesnt sell. and im gonna sell my now too big (hallelujah) clothes. ...

i wrote a good journal and my son erased it. thanx a lot lil steve. so to quickly recap.....i am having cramps, im irritable, im gassy, and my laptop is not working, but i am praising god b/c we do...

lost another .8 lbs...im so blessed. coming along...itd b great if it cld all come off at once but then it wld b more diff to keep it off....gained gradually, so must lose grad...praise the lord for...

feeling tired and sluggish....not getting enuf sleep...i did have a restful sleep last nite which is a switch from lately. my body aches and i feel stiff. i skipped my workout tday...figure i might...

God is in control! the weather is so beautiful and gorgeous. i wld love to have this day alone with my hubby, but he has school work 2 do....im lookin better and better and he loves to touch...

ive been so sleepy and tired.....ive been getting in my workout and cleaning, but baby woke up last night and that totally messed up my sleep. im feeling some anxiety about my eating habits this...