i gotta stop talkin about the sex thing w/hus.  talkin about it doesnt  do anything.  ive been putting off praying....why?  guess i dont really wanna hear  what god has 2 say.  dont wanna b told 2 do something i dont wanna do. seems like any prob in marriage where the guy is not cheating on drugs or beating u its ur fault.  he says hes attracted 2 me. he says hes always tired. its been a mnth. i feel disconnected from him.  i dont want this 2 b my fault. hubby sd i shd not place blame.  hes right, but how do we fix it. its what i thnk about most of the time.  that i feel like  my marriage is ending.  i mean its a major part of my life.  how do i not thnk abt it?