i have nothingi dont have a carno moneyno home of my owni dont have a job that paysi dont have a college dgreei have a knack 4 saving money & finding good dealsi am creative, but i dont get pd 4 thati feel like the maid i am unhappyis s's mother right?am i crazy?am i unstable?i dont know right nowi am tempted 2 drinki dont know why i wanna make things worsei cant even prayi dont wanna talk 2 s i wanna tlk 2 someone neutralmaybe i need 2 b medicatedi dont know what i nd
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It\'s Christmas. Everyone feels crappy at Christmas time because we all want the perfect Holiday Ho ho Ho season. Cars break down, bills pile up, weather gets cold, the Electric Company and the Gas company jacks up the rates, you turn the heat down to save and it doesn\'t matter a hill of beans. You want to go shopping to get the perfect Christmas but there is no money in the till, a kid gets sick, and yet we are supposed to be happy. But the good news is is that I think Christmas is a state of mind. I think trying to do to make the perfect holiday only serves to frustrate ourselves. I am stuck. DH has no time to cart me around. I had a melt down yesterday but all I can do is to try to make myself comfortable. If I don\'t haul out all the holly then so what. At least I got the snowmen out..if I can\'t make that fruit cake (and I am one in the millon that likes fruit cake) so what. It is all a state of mind. It\'s Christmas, this is why you are feeling this way. IMO.
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