back in school

i paid what i owed to school and im back.  im going to take 4 classes.  2 this semester and 2 more the next.  im so scared that im gonna fuc up again and not do well.  not do my best.  im afraid that im not gonna b able to stay awake in class.  im afraid i wont get enough financial aid and ill have to withdraw or something. 
im afraid this just isnt gonna work out.
but i am reminded that God did not give me a spirit of fear, but of power and might.  so even though im afraid.  im gonna kp on movin.  try to make the best decisions i can make.  be guided by God.  and i believe that i am being guided by God to do this.  it will b a great distraction from whats going on in my life right now plus it will positively effect my future.
so i take a step and then another.  thats life.  amen.