lttle stronger

back at work for 12 hour day. im beat. in control of my feelings a little better today. the girl knew was liittle bent and teased me about it. i didnt text her first, and explained myself and why i wrote what i did. no biggie. she doesnt talk much which might not be good thing cause i dont shut up. took me forty years to come out of my shell. maybe should go back in. need to get alot more self confident wish there was two week plan for this. going to councelor and trying to be honest about things.