shyloner

I'm not going into detail, just wanted to update really. I'm writing this from a friend's house and don't really want to work myself up too much. Needless to say, since our break up things have just...

I don't really have much time to update everyone right now. Maybe tonight, Idk.. basically I'm just getting worse. I tried to talk to my ex the other day and it really didn't go well. I can't ever...

First off, just a fair warning to anyone on here who might read this: Although I do feel like I need help and guidance, I really can't go into detail about whats going on. All I can say is, it's...

Ok, this will take some explaing.. So, last yearh I made a few new years resolutions:1) To do a little more traveling somehow.2) To start dating and hopefully meet someone truly special3) To move...

Hello everyoneSo, for the past few days, aside from getting a new job things have kind of just gotten worse and worse. At first I thought I could handle this. After all, I've been through much worse...

Well, we talked for like 10 minutes. I told her I had been deeply depressed and she said she'd been pretty depressed too. She said she felt really bad about flaking out on me that day and she could...

Yeah, like the title says. We were supposed to talk on the phone but I got too drunk and passed out. We talked for a little bit and she said she'd been going through a lot and shutting everyone out...

I fight this because I feel like I have to, not because I want to. I want nothing more than to just give up and let the end come. The demons in my head and dark, dull-grayish vale that depression...

I deleted last nights drunken journal. The title didn't even really match the content. Now I'm sober (though honestly, still don't feel quite right in the head) and luckily didn't manage to get...

Ok, this is getting annoying. How do I overcome nerves like this? It's been a day since I heard from her and for some reason I'm already feeling like I have to talk to her. Logically I know not to...

Soo, I've put this off for a long time and the title hints that this journal isn't going to be complete. I'm really just going to write until I either run out of time or run out of things to say and...

Is it bad that the first time in months that I've felt anything at all, I had to get really high to feel it? I've been trying online dating and was kind of putting a lot of effort into it. I really...

Well, it turns out I haven't been in nearly as much control as I thought... My depressions starting to effect my moods, my judgement... Both my boss and my coworker have noticed... Amazing how I can...

Soo... I'm sure anyone whose been reading my journals has been wondering, what happened? Long story condensed incredibly short: This girl I really like and have liked for a long time became single...

Although it noticeably hasn't passed completely, I am more or less better and have been for two days. It's very strange though, I feel like I've just recovered from some sort of serious illness. I...