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- I think my husband is emotionally abusive. Either that or I am crazy. He actually convinced me that I might have borderline personality disorder and that is why my emotions are so sensitive. He said to me the other day that he is working out now,...
- In 2012 I was diagnosed with BPD while in a psychiatric hospital for suicidal ideation. I thought that this was a bad diagnosis and so did some of my loved ones. Recently though, my husband pointed out to me that this may not be a bad diagnosis...
- In 2011 I was admitted to a psychiatric hospital for two weeks for suicidal ideations. While there I was diagnosed with BPD. I thought that the diagnosis was bogus and so did my mom and husband. Now I am realizing that it is an issue. I feel...
- When my AH drinks even just one drink I get really upset and I don't know why. He isn't horrible when he's drinking and he isn't physically abusive. When he is sober he is emotionally abusive, but not much when he's drinking. He's really just a...
- Hi, I'm new to the group and really need some support right now. I am 22 years old and have been married only a little over a year now. My husband is a binge drinker to say the least and I have lost just about all of my patience with him. I have...
- I've been feeling very self destructive lately. It's like I just don't care. I've started smoking again, cutting, watching pornography, and I have a strong urge to drink again. All of this I had stopped and been doing well without for a long...
- My uncle abused me when I was 12 or so. There are parts that I do not remember, but want to. How do I remember?It's probably better if I don't know, but it bothers me so much to know that I don't even remember what my body had been put through.
- My uncle abused me when I was about 12 or so. There are parts of the abuse that I remember and parts that cut out of my memory. I found out a year ago that my grandma had walked into his bedroom to find us both under the covers, his shirt was off...
- I've desperately needed someone's advice. I have only been married for 6 months and feel really lonely in our relationship. My husband is really a good guy, but I think that he has a video game addiction. He does not do anything with me ever. ...
- Is it normal to feel depressed again after years of being better? I have been fine for a long time, but now I am having anxiety attacks again. I can't seem to steer my mind away from my abuser who I haven't seen in 7 years or so. I keep getting...
- It's been a long time since I have been to this website. I have been better for about a year and a half. Now I fear that I am going downhill. Lately I have been having more and more anxiety attacks. I have had the urge to self harm again, yet I...
- I've recently started dating this amazing guy and he knows that I have been sexually abused in the past. I told him that I don't really like kissing because that's one thing my abusers made me do. Now he can't kiss me without feeling guilty...
- Just a few hours ago I was doing fantastically. I had a session with my psychologist and she said that I was showing great improvement. Then out of nowhere I started feeling horribly. I wrote a suicide note and plan to hang myself tonight. I...
- Is it a bad idea to tell people that I have BPD? I don't want to be treated any differently, but at the same time I want my friends to know what's going on with me. I don't know if I should keep this to myself or not.
- I have a knife sitting here next to me. I have no idea how I intend to use it. Maybe I'll just cut... I can't help but think that it's time to say goodbye though. I don't want to die, but I can't take living like this anymore. I don't know what...