Are you able to check yourself into the ER? Call a crisis hotline? Go to a friend's house for the night? Anything so that you're not alone with your thoughts and have a support system to see you through this dark time. Stay strong. You can change your life, you can't change your death sweet girl.

Roxie

I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. For me to say I understand or relate to you would be wrong. all I can do is encourage you to please call a suicide or crisis hotline ASAP. And just remember you were feeling good earlier and negative feelings don't have to last forever. Take care of yourself.

I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. For me to say I understand or relate to you would be wrong. all I can do is encourage you to please call a suicide or crisis hotline ASAP. And just remember you were feeling good earlier and negative feelings don't have to last forever. Take care of yourself.

I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. For me to say I understand or relate to you would be wrong. all I can do is encourage you to please call a suicide or crisis hotline ASAP. And just remember you were feeling good earlier and negative feelings don't have to last forever. Take care of yourself.

I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. For me to say I understand or relate to you would be wrong. all I can do is encourage you to please call a suicide or crisis hotline ASAP. And just remember you were feeling good earlier and negative feelings don't have to last forever. Take care of yourself.

I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. For me to say I understand or relate to you would be wrong. all I can do is encourage you to please call a suicide or crisis hotline ASAP. And just remember you were feeling good earlier and negative feelings don't have to last forever. Take care of yourself.

I can't imagine the pain you are going through right now. For me to say I understand or relate to you would be wrong. all I can do is encourage you to please call a suicide or crisis hotline ASAP. And just remember you were feeling good earlier and negative feelings don't have to last forever. Take care of yourself.

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My computer is acting up sorry for all the replies

Please call your psychologist, no matter what the time is. They should have emergency numbers you can call.

If not, here are some numbers for the US:

Suicide Prevention / Depression

USA: Hopeline (Suicide): 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
USA: Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-8255)
USA: Teen Hotline Covenant House NineLine: 1-800-999-9999
USA: SOS Teen Hotline: 1-800-949-0057
USA: Grief Recovery Helpline : 1-800-445-4808

You can go to the Crisis Resource page for more help:

http://www.dailystrength.org/help/crisis-resources

Here are some resources I found for Ohio:

http://suicidehotlines.com/ohio.html

Please call SOMEBODY! These feelings can be managed!

Thanks everyone. I'm sorry for worrying you. I talked to my mom and she helped me through those feelings. So, I'm doing a little better now. I don't know what came over me.

I'm so glad you didn't do anything. It really breaks my heart thinking that you were. I read your recent journal entry and it sounded like you were doing better. Try and let the meds work and keep going for counseling and tell someone how you feel if you start getting those thoughts again. Things can get better and we all learn to live depression when it sticks around. It can come and go throughout our lives but you have to remember in those moments of despair that you'll get through it and feel better.

Take care of yourself, write a cool song!

Whew! Im glad you are okay, and your mother sounds awesome. Do me a favor and give her a high five for me? She desirves it, and would be so devistated if you left her like that. Keep fighting, and keep your head up!

Glad your doing better Hun . Depression can be real rollercoaster ride

HELLO SWEETIE! I READ YOUR NOTE ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH, AND I WAS SO TOUCHED! I AM PLEADING WITH YOU NOT TO TAKE YOUR LIFE. PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS. I TOO, OFTEN FEEL THIS WAY, BUT I KNOW THAT THIS EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER WILL PASS.

I SEE TWO PSYCHOLOGIST ON A WEEKLY BASIS, AND THERE HAVE BEEN PLENTY OF TIMES WHEN I FELT GREAT IN THE SESSION, AND THEN DEPRESSION HIT ME LIKE A TON OF BRICKS, SO I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS, AND THAT TAKING YOUR LIFE IS NOT THE SOLUTION.

I AM NOT TRYING TO PUSH ANYTHING ON YOU, BUT WHAT HAS REALLY HELPED ME IS GOING TO PLACE THAT IS CALM AND PEACEFUL, SUCH AS THE PARK OR BEACH, AND CRYING OUT TO GOD. I KNOW THAT IT MIGHT SOUND CRAZY, BUT LETTING IT ALL OUT, AND EXPRESSING TO GOD HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR LIFE, DON'T WORRY HE CAN HANDLE ANYTHING THAT YOU BRING TO HIM. EVEN IF IT MEANS THAT YOUR MAD AT HIM, HE RESPECTS YOUR HONESTY. THE FACT THAT I AM ALIVE TODAY, IS TRULY BY THE GRACE OF GOD. IF IT WASN'T FOR HIM, I DON'T KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE RIGHT NOW.

HEAVENLY FATHER, IN THE NAME OF KING JESUS, I ASK THAT YOU MINISTER TO MY PRECIOUS FRIEND. LORD, PLEASE GIVE HER THE PEACE THAT SURPASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING. SHOW HER THE GREAT AND MIGHTY PLANS THAT YOU HAVE FOR HER LIFE, AND HELP HER TO SEE HOW MUCH YOU TRULY LOVE HER, JUST AS SHE IS. HEAVENLY FATHER, YOU'VE DONE IT FOR ME, SO I KNOW THAT YOU CAN AND WILL DO IT FOR ANYONE THAT ASK, AND I ASK THIS IN THE MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, AMEN!

Amen!