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I feel like everytime I get my hopes up for something even something silly and small it gets taken away. My current temp poistion should have hired me last Friday, but came to me the week after...

I know that after a MC there a good days and bad days. That there are times when the pain feels like everything happened yesterday. I have had those days; they are horrible and lingering. This is not...

Weekend was OK. managed to distract myself on Saturday with gardening and a tricky tray auction. Was able to keep busy all day, so no time to dwell on other things. Sunday was a different story.The...

It's not like I don't feel sadness in some form everyday, but today the sadness is completely consuming. I feel so isolated and alone today even in my busy office. It's like I am in an invisible...

This weekend was going really well. My DH and I had a nice breakfast out on Saturday, and I spent the afternoon with my mom and brother. DH spent time with a friend. It's one of the 1st times in a...

Interview went pretty well. The office is really small, but the people seem nice and I am actually qualified for this job (unlike where I work now and know nothing) I have already gotten 2 calls from...

I am very discouraged today. Yesterday I felt a little better, I felt like I was finally after all this time, beginning to be able to really open up with DH about how I have been feeling. Today I...

Note to self. . . do not volunteer to host any more family gatherings for at least 3 months!!!!I had entirely too much face time with my dear MIL this weekend. A friend of hers (and someone also...

Last night was my last counseling session, and I had to say goodbye to my amazingly supportive counselor. As I have mentioned before the sessions were through a free volunteer service, and were...

Everday I wonder how much longer I can do this. It is so hard to explain to anyone sometimes. . . the way that I feel. I connect my loss so much with the loss of my job, and it makes everything more...

This is probably the worst day that I have had in a long time. I know that there will be good days and bad days, but if the bad days are all like this I seriously don't know if I can handle it.I...

I have been feeling a bit better lately, but it does not feel like thought that it would. Maybe because I have changed so has my idea of what is "normal?" Now don't get me wrong I am in no way...

This weekend was very nice! It was the first time that I felt close to being "normal" again. We had really nice weather and I was able to get outside some, and feel the sunshine. I am struggling a...

For the second day in a row I feel a tiny bit better. I am wondering if it's because I have my first phone counseling session tomorrow and I am hoping it wil help me. Yet, at the same time I am...

I hate that the weekend is over. I never feel like I have enough time with the people I love to try and heal. I wish that I could take time off, even if it was just a day, but with temping if you...