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This is probably the worst day that I have had in a long time. I know that there will be good days and bad days, but if the bad days are all like this I seriously don't know if I can handle it.I...

I have been feeling a bit better lately, but it does not feel like thought that it would. Maybe because I have changed so has my idea of what is "normal?" Now don't get me wrong I am in no way...

This weekend was very nice! It was the first time that I felt close to being "normal" again. We had really nice weather and I was able to get outside some, and feel the sunshine. I am struggling a...

For the second day in a row I feel a tiny bit better. I am wondering if it's because I have my first phone counseling session tomorrow and I am hoping it wil help me. Yet, at the same time I am...

I hate that the weekend is over. I never feel like I have enough time with the people I love to try and heal. I wish that I could take time off, even if it was just a day, but with temping if you...

I am having a really hard time this week. . . the pain just won't let up sometimes. I am afraid that I will get fired from my temp job because all I seem to do is cry and read posts on here. And even...

One year ago tomorrow was when I got my BFP. One year ago was when I spent 4 weeks being happy and naively pregnant.We have been TTC again and am now on the TWW of my 2nd TTC cycle. Even now only 2...

September was supposed to be the cycle where we started to TTC again. I say supposed to because AF has yet to show her face and I am now 7 days late. DH and I have been taking precautions the last...

Some memories have been weighing very heavily on me lately. They came up again this weekend as DH and I again debated whether or not to take a vacation in December. I tried (not very successfully) to...

I feel like I have been holding my breath for a very long time. I feel like I have been holding it for the past 7 months and never realized it until now. I have truly felt like I have been doing well...

Lately everything feels like it's too much. I thought that if I could get to my due date and get through I would feel a little better. That I would feel a little healed. Now it's only a few days away...

Lately everything feels like it's too much. I thought that if I could get to my due date and get through I would feel a little better. That I would feel a little healed. Now it's only a few days away...

As I went back and read over some of my journal posts, I realized that although it didn't feel like it at the time I have made progress on my goal. Although I am not completely at peace with what has...

I wrote last week that I was really terrified and unsure of whether I still really wanted to have a child. I have spent A LOT of time thinking about this. I don't know if I will ever really have THE...

The last 8 months have certainly been some of the hardest that I have ever been through. I know that without this site and you wonderful ladies that those 8 months would have been even more...