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I fear that my marriage can't survive this one. We have been down this road before, not too long ago and I can't make him see that I will NOT be changing my mind on this. He keeps talking about...

One year ago tomorrow was when I got my BFP. One year ago was when I spent 4 weeks being happy and naively pregnant.We have been TTC again and am now on the TWW of my 2nd TTC cycle. Even now only 2...

September was supposed to be the cycle where we started to TTC again. I say supposed to because AF has yet to show her face and I am now 7 days late. DH and I have been taking precautions the last...

Some memories have been weighing very heavily on me lately. They came up again this weekend as DH and I again debated whether or not to take a vacation in December. I tried (not very successfully) to...

I feel like I have been holding my breath for a very long time. I feel like I have been holding it for the past 7 months and never realized it until now. I have truly felt like I have been doing well...

Lately everything feels like it's too much. I thought that if I could get to my due date and get through I would feel a little better. That I would feel a little healed. Now it's only a few days away...

Lately everything feels like it's too much. I thought that if I could get to my due date and get through I would feel a little better. That I would feel a little healed. Now it's only a few days away...

As I went back and read over some of my journal posts, I realized that although it didn't feel like it at the time I have made progress on my goal. Although I am not completely at peace with what has...

I wrote last week that I was really terrified and unsure of whether I still really wanted to have a child. I have spent A LOT of time thinking about this. I don't know if I will ever really have THE...

The last 8 months have certainly been some of the hardest that I have ever been through. I know that without this site and you wonderful ladies that those 8 months would have been even more...

I feel like everytime I get my hopes up for something even something silly and small it gets taken away. My current temp poistion should have hired me last Friday, but came to me the week after...

I know that after a MC there a good days and bad days. That there are times when the pain feels like everything happened yesterday. I have had those days; they are horrible and lingering. This is not...

Weekend was OK. managed to distract myself on Saturday with gardening and a tricky tray auction. Was able to keep busy all day, so no time to dwell on other things. Sunday was a different story.The...

It's not like I don't feel sadness in some form everyday, but today the sadness is completely consuming. I feel so isolated and alone today even in my busy office. It's like I am in an invisible...

This weekend was going really well. My DH and I had a nice breakfast out on Saturday, and I spent the afternoon with my mom and brother. DH spent time with a friend. It's one of the 1st times in a...