codependent

Yes lest add to my codependency.  I finally went on a date with my friend from prison.  I was excited over NOTHING!  Call me picky, but he's not as great as i thought he'd be.  Plus one very...

I am very proud of myself today.  My friend from prison got out the 2nd i guess and he called me up and wanted to meet.  Today is the 12th and i still havent met him.  I've been persistent calling...

In addition to my last entry, i just heard from my best friend Theresa, what i wanted to hear.  She said to not care what other people think or tell me what to do about Eli.  It's my decision, and...

I dont know what it is, but i keep going back to Eli.  When all else fails, he's there to pick me back up.  He always goes and does his own thing when he knows i'm on one of my trips and he knows...

Wow, i'm having an angry day.  So much has happened in the past few weeks, i dont know where to begin.  First of all i started a second job at wal-mart for various reasons.  One so i dont have to...

Wow, i know its been a long time since i've written.  I'm still stuck in my ways.  I'm afraid of being alone.  I dont like being alone.  I started writing an acquaintance of mine that is in...

I'm experiencing what it was like being alone again.  I enjoy that i dont have to answer to anyone.  I still worry about Johnny, the one i was with for 4 1/2 years, and left because he had been...

I had an excellent discussion with a counselor i just started talking to.  She is happy i've cut ties with Eli, and helped me understand my codependency and how things that have happened in my life...

I'm still trying to deal with some issues with Eli. I had a couple drinks when i got off work today at a local bar.  I went home and fell asleep.  I talked to him for like 5 mins maybe and told him...

Eli is very needy, very clingy, very smothering.  There are times when i can handle it and times i cannot.  He grew up without a father.  All he knows is his mom and grandma.  His grandma raised...

Well, back to my life with Eli.... I didnt talk to him for about a week.  I took a pregnancy test last night, and it came out positive!!!! I was hysterical last night, but i called him and told...

well, first of all i've been seeing eli as much as i can in the past couple months. travelling 200 miles one way takes a lot on the pocketbook for gas. with my job write now i spend $300 every two...

Eli and i are doing good, i know i still have a lot to work on jealousy wise. I feel that how he's changed so much for the good, i havent changed at all. Jealousy and trust issues have always put a...

I've been seeing my ex Eli for the past few months now. I love him dearly. It's still a long distance relationship. He sent me some money to go see him. We have been off and on for the past six...