I am very proud of myself today.  My friend from prison got out the 2nd i guess and he called me up and wanted to meet.  Today is the 12th and i still havent met him.  I've been persistent calling him almost everyday.  He can probably tell how bad i want to see him.  So if he wanted to see me so bad, why didnt he see me the first few days?  I think he's playing games or he has several other girls lined up for him who will bow down to him.  Today i proved i'm not one of those girls.  He called me and said he was at one of the bars in town.  He could've invited me it was only 9.  No, he wanted me to meet him at 1am when he was done at the bar.  I told him i would and got off the phone with him.  I thought to myself for a few seconds, and was like "are you really gonna let him treat you like that? are you really gonna let him think you're desperate?"  i called him back and told him i'm not gonna be up at 1am.  I have to work in the morning.  He was in absolute shock that i actually told him no.  We fussed with each other for a little while and i told him if he's gonna make me stay up til 1am he's gonna have to come see me.  He said he probably couldnt and that he could wait til tomorrow.  I asked him if he was sure.  So we hung up on kind of funny terms.  To me i think it is.  Cuz i'm not gonna be his little bitch or booty call waiting for him.  I'm proud that i grew some balls today.  He also asked me if he had to make other plans, ( i guess some other girl) i said i guess so.  My friend made me laugh when i told her she said "GIRL POWER!"  Hee hee hee! Damn skippy i'm not gonna put up with his shit.