Well, back to my life with Eli.... I didnt talk to him for about a week.  I took a pregnancy test last night, and it came out positive!!!! I was hysterical last night, but i called him and told him.  I was going to make things work between us for the baby.  I went to the doctor, and a pregnancy place today.  First of all i went to birthright, and the test came out negative, she told me to go to the doctor just to double check.  I went to the doctor and took another test, it came out negative.  They took my blood also, and i will find out the results tomorrow.  I care for the guy a lot.  When i told him i was pregnant he told his whole family right away.  I didnt dare tell my parents and i'm glad i didnt.  I wanted a baby very badly, but i am so scared also.  Thank God for my best friend, without her i'd be lost!  She was there when i was hysterical, and still is!  I love her to death!