Today is a GREAT, FANTASTIC, ASESOME, FABULOUS, PHENOMENAL, TERRIFIC DAY!!!
That has been my mantra since I woke up...and it has worked! I realized why I was in such a funk. It goes back to how I don't feel like I deserve to be happy all the time and after I am happy for a little time I find something that is wrong/upsetting/depressing and then go into a depressive state. I do this because I don't feel as though I deserve to be so happy. 
But...TODAY WILL BE AWESOME!