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- Good morning! The sun is shining here - has been for three days in a row. Amazing for my location. Yesterday I resubmitted my husband's epitaph for his headstone. It seemed like it took everything I had to do this, but at the same time I...
- Today was the day. I just got back from the morgue. I had to go down personally to submit some changes I wanted on the headstone. This morning was one continual panic attack. Amazingly, we were able to do this in the lobby with a very nice...
- There are just too many reminders here where I live. I can't seem to escape it. Just driving down the highways, passing different hospitals, restaurants, etc. brings it all back like a flood. I bought some poinsettias to take out to him...
- Anyone besides me talk to yourself? This morning I asked myself if I wanted one egg or two for breakfast. It seems it is getting harder and harder to push myself to do things, the closer it comes to the one year anniversary. I need to get with...
- This has been a complicated last two days for me. I got a book order from someone on Amazon - and no longer have the book. Then I learned that Amazon had changed things up for security reasons, so I had to figure all that out. My husband sold...
- I see there are some of the same people on here as on the other W&W group, so I was just wondering if it's really okay to mention anything about our spiritual beliefs. Or if it's just going to be rerouted into the other group where people get...
- Friday nights are meant for date nights, for husbands and wives to go out and share some special quality time together. Tonight I went to Walmart - the most romantic place one can imagine, right? Hardly, especially if you are shopping alone. ...
- I was looking through the photos on my phone yesterday and came across some of my late husband that were pretty graphic. His son would sometimes call and ask me to take a pic of his dad while he was under Hospice care (I hated Hospice). I don't...
- I thought I was through having these awful meltdowns, but no! I get to church this morning; I'm a few minutes late, not unusual for me. We are adding on to the church, so parking is very limited, and the buses are lined up to be reloaded. ...
- It seems that weekends are the hardest days to get through for me. Yesterday was long, rainy, and lonely. I didn't talk to a soul till my son brought some stew by. He and I are working on restoring a somewhat bad relationship. I get along...
- I haven't had bad dreams in a while, but last night I dreamed I went down to the mortuary to discuss the completion of the epitaph for -you know - the headstone. My pastor met me there. Anyway, it was late in the afternoon. Another lady was...
- I wasn't able to log on here this morning, and I wondered if anyone else had that problem. Was the site down or what? I thought maybe I had broken a rule or something. I did finally find "The Rules of the Road." Anyway, I'm back on, and I...
- I despise Sunday afternoons. Everyone else leaves after service and gets together for family dinners and all, and I come home to an empty, QUIET house and eat leftovers - if I don't take myself to Taco Bell or somewhere. Today I played some old...
- I'm up, it's almost 11 A.M., and I am still trying to make coffee. It does help to push the button on the Keurig. My routine is about the same every day now (in this 11th month milestone). I look around my new place and remember. I mentally...