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- Knowing better, I had signed up for a progressive dinner with a senior group. This happened last night. We went in vans to three different homes for salad, soup, and then a main course. It was my first, so I really didn't know what to...
- I haven't seen any posts on here in several weeks. Surely there are a few who have found some joy in living once again. I would love to hear something positive that might give me a ray of hope.
- Ran into a couple I knew in the store this evening and struck up a conversation. I shared with this lady about possibly moving this summer. She said I should be careful not to jump from the frying pan into the fire. I heard this statement once...
- I have been sort of lethargic today. I think I am looking for a tangible sign to give me a bit of hope. I have purposely not put up anything on my walls since I moved 6 months ago, because I don't know if I am leaving or staying. I actually...
- I called my stepson today, and we probably talked a couple or three hours about his dad. When I got off the phone I discovered I was shaking. I suppose it is going to take a lot of time for the trauma to subside. Aaron has been very supportive,...
- I just realized that a year ago today I was preparing to go to the Celebration of Life - so called. It was almost a month after the fact. I do not recommend this method because it is just too easy for people to opt out of attending. Something...
- I have survived the holidays and am on the tail end of Type A flu. Dec. 13 marked one year on this journey, lap 2 for me. I am trying to regroup now, trying to decide a course of action for 2018. I got up the nerve to email the funeral home...
- I just cheecked out a dating site and was told that there wasn't much hope of meeting men my age on it because they aren't as apt to use technology. Seriously?? Really... I have a hard time believing that everyone is happy being alone. The...
- I am not sure I should even post this, but I woke up crying this morning. Last week I had the flu, and at the same time my middle son was asking me to help him get an annulment. So I "marriage counseled" the both of them and got their problems...
- I was bombarded with the news this morning that my middle son is going to annul his proxy marriage of less than one year. I have not even met his wife yet because of the distance factor. I was already depressed about the holidays and the rain...
- I thought of this song. "It'll be a blue Christmas wthout you..." Last year I was in a state of shock, although I had a meltdown hearing "Jingle Bells." Maybe it reminded me of the jingle of his keys (he was a locksmith and wore a large set of...
- God's Word is His will for men! Matthew 4:4 Man's basic responsibility - "Seek ye first the kingdom of God..." Matthew 6:33Jer. 29:13 "And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart."To those seeking the...
- I feel like I have become a loner but not by my own choice. I hate this feeling of quiet isolation, living alone day after day, week after week. Tomorrow morning marks the one-year anniversary of the tragedy. I don't know how I will feel in...
- Weeping may endure for the night, but joy cometh in the morning. Ps. 30:5The message tonight was about how our praises get God's attention. I feel renewed and refreshed. The choir was awesome tonight as well. Wish you all could have been...
- I am finding myself in a catch-22 situation. By the time I pay for my late husband's headstone, I will have very little left in savings. I found out there are some hidden costs that they were going to surprise me with I guess. Plus my car is...