Its a good day, I slept all night the past two nights. The doc put me back on Zanax and Prozac. My mind wonders and worries and sometimes keeps me up until 3 in the morning. He also found that I have a low acting thyroid, so he gave me meds for that too. There was a time there in the past 6 months that i did not sleep all night for days at a time. And that was affecting my job, my family and my overall attitude. This will be a good day. My boyfriend hasn't been drinking the last 3-4 days, its been nice. This the "honeymoon" part of the relationship, the binge will begin Wed or Thurs. Which means I will spend Christmas Eve fighting with him and hit, if I don't leave then he will be hung over Christmas day. But I have plans, I am spending X-mas with the family regardless of his plans, cause I am not getting hit cause he has issues.Its going to be a good Holiday. That is my goal.