Well, he asked me if I paid another month of rent over at my place. And of course I said yes. I am still keeping my own place as long as he's drinking. He's still trying to get me to move back in, but I get this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach at the though of doing that. Sometimes he talkes about buying a house in Texas, but I know I am not leaving my job for any reason. So I just listen, but I don't agree or commit to any long range plans he talks about. It's kinda sad, but I am sticking to my plan. I love him so much, but I have to take care of myself. I will be at my job for one year in March and I will have my own place for one year in April. I have alot to be thankful for this year. This year he has hit me two times but he plays so many mental games its exhausting. Maybe 2007 will be my year of freedom.
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You\'re strong, and you\'re on the right path. Love doesn\'t hurt. Two times of being hit is two times too many. Abusers are master manipulators. Don\'t fall for his mental games, and don\'t ever go back. You deserve so much better. YOU CAN DO IT!
Wow, i stuck to my guns. thanks economygrill. i am glad i am reading back to december. i have gotten pretty far. i just have to keep keeping on.
2010....i was so weak.