I guess it could be worse, everyone at work is so nice. This is the first place I work at that absolutely love and I just don't want to mess things up. I tend to do that, jeopordize my self when I am being successful. Usually my sister notices and snaps me out of it, but this time, I made some bad choices and I just want this day to end. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
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A little food and a phone call to my sister did help. Thanks guys for all the hugs. I do feel better.
I just realized I have not take my meds the last two days, I can taste it. That explains alot. But the day is almost over and I just want to go home and crawl into bed and start all over again tomorrow.
stay sober girl.