yeouxleigh

back on meds..........thank god.

last evening was mediocre. i woke up two times once to pee and once to munch. i still have not gotten my meds. hopefullly i will get them today. i am calling to have them transfered to a store closer...

today is better, i got to work without incident. he called to wish me a good day. that was nice. i am off my meds that last two days. i went to get them last night, but they were out and one of my...

its a game, i told him, i am not your mother, i am not reminding you how you should act and how you should treat me. thanks for the shoulder.

had kind of a tough weekend. robert was having an episode. i think he might be bi-polar. i never gave him a second thought that he might  be suffering from mental problems too. wow. i don't think he...

i have such a clear mind right now. i am resting well although i am have life issues i still feel in control. i am enjoying my job immensly and i can't wait for the holidays. i'm happy with my life...

my outloook on life is very positive and i look forward to the next 6 months. work, travel and family are my foundation. i am growing in my mental life and will continue to study boarderline...

in the past 24 hours i have been trying to recall a positive memory from my childhood. it all started with a thought, a realization that i could not remember a time when my family or friends cheered...

my research on boarderline personality disorder will continue. i am excited that i found a definition for most of my ailments in the past 15 years.  

does anyone know if its possible to print your entire journal?

In the past few weeks i have noticed, my jaw gripping and the anxiety coming back. Its been three months since i went off my meds. My headaches, sleepless nights and rage came back. but it wasn't...

Bordeline Personality Disorder vs Bi-polar. Finally, i think i found a description of how my life is. This can explain in my mind why i do some of the things i do. I have wondered for years why when...

Bordeline Personality Disorder vs Bi-polar. Finally, i think i found a description of how my life is. This can explain in my mind why i do some of the things i do. I have wondered for years why when...

I went back on my pain meds and i feel so much better, I also got a shot and foot and elbow supports. wow what a difference. its funny how stubborn i get when i go off my meds. its like i feel great...

this week has been good. i have found my strength for the week and i feel better than i have for some time. i am looking forward to the holidays. i am taking pictures of chico and making christmas...