In the past few weeks i have noticed, my jaw gripping and the anxiety coming back. Its been three months since i went off my meds. My headaches, sleepless nights and rage came back. but it wasn't until i heard some one talk about Bi-polar that i realized that it could be me too. my sister and father are both diagnosed and i have been fighting it. but i am just tired of fighting it anymore. i want to enjoy the next 50 years of life.