Missinglisa

There are nine more moms (at least) who are mourning the loss of their children.  There was a collision between a semi and a bus carrying a hockey team to a playoff game.  The players were in their...

Cevyn took one of her girls to the pool in their complex.  Bella had a great time.  As they were getting out of the pool, Bella turned around and waved and said 'Bye'.  Cevyn looked and said...

Today we celebrated our 50th wedding anniversary.  We are used to quiet anniversaries, a dinner out etc.  Our next door neighbour said that she and another couple woul like to take us out for...

When I was a child I really didn't think I'd be around in the year 2000.  As it was, I was working - we weren't sure if our computers would crash.  I am not sure why I had to be at work.  All I...

Mixed feelings - that is how I feel about Christmas.  I feel joy for those who love the season and are celebrating.  I wish I could be with my great grandbabies.  I have come to terms with the...

It is nearing midnight.  Actually in Ottawa it is after midnight.  December 1, eight years ago, Lisa was taken off life support and pronounced dead.  I relive it a lot.  After 8 years, I still...

Here I am again.  Back home.What a wonderful 2 weeks we had loving and cuddling Arabella and Sierra.  It was really hard to come home.  I do have to admit that I am amazed at how laid back Cevyn...

Our trip to Ottawa to celebrate the first birthday of Arabella and Sierra is nearing the end.  We fly home onWednesday.  We have babysat a bit and I am blown away at how good the girls are.  They...

It has been a strange summer.  I have been thoughtful, lazy, and at loose ends.  I am trying to figure out what I want to do with the time I have left in this realm.  I thought about taking a...

Thank you for all the birthday wishes!  It is hard to have birthdays when we know our children were taken before their time.  My neighbours came for dinner on the 4th and we had a lovely time.  On...

I started a journal last evening and got distracted by a phone call from my friend. We talked for an hour so was pooped,It is scary watching the news these days.  My heart goes out to those in the...

Seattle here we come!  I am so ready for the hugs!  I am almost finished packing. Yay!  I am only taking a carry on so I had to go through my travel bag and  remove things like my corkscrew!...

It has been awhile since I have posted anything here. It has been busy and frankly I have been down.  I saw my doctor and got some med adjustments.  It seems to be helping somewhat.  Or it could...

Thank goodness!  I really got frustrated being reminded that I couldn't hear Lisa's voice; that my beautiful great grandbabies couldn't have their phenomenal grandma to spoil them rotten. It was a...

Just a quick note.  Lisa's birthday was tough.  I needed alone time to just cry and be with Lisa.  So when everyone was in bed, I lit candles, looked at photos and cried my eyes out.  It always...