DianeMTB

I am full of anger and resentment for the way my life is now without Smokey in it. I am angry and resentful that Smokey died.I am angry and resentful that I have to look for a part-time job.I am...

I am alive but confused about my purpose in life.  I am surviving the loss of Smokey but just barely.  I need a job as well.  I am getting many resumes out but no interview and no bites.  I am...

I get so angry at times and don't understand it all.  It is not like me but I feel like I have the weight of the whole world on my shoulders. 1.  Smokey love of my life died Nov. 15, 20092. ...

These days guys just cross my path.  I am not trying to meet them.  Imagine if I was trying to meet guys how different it would be for me.  Alas!  I am not trying to meet guys.  I want to meet...

It is hard meeeting the opposite sex - how do you do it?  There is so many modern conveniences like internet dating and going on the dating sites, which some cost money and some are free.  What...

I am trying to learn how to let go of Smokey, which is not easy.  Since Smokey's death on Nov. 15, 2009, I have held Smokey so dear to my heart that I have not made room to let anyone else into my...

Any advice as I am passing my 8th month mark since my husband Smokey has passed away.  Last night as I lay in bed I said to Smokey that I had to let him go.  There will be no room in my heart if I...

This morning I discoverd a pendant from Smokey that says on the back of it "I Will Love You Forever."  If anyone can hold back the tears after discovering something from their late-husband, I would...

Mondays seem pretty bad for me with the grief and I don't know why.  I am getting better after eight months but Mondays now are hitting me hard.  I am having longer good days and shorter bad...

I have been seriously looking for a job after my husband died on Nov. 15, 2009.  I am 54 years of age and have 26 years experience as a receptionist.  My daughter's Liisa husband Grant advised me...

8 months since my Smokey died.  I am not doing too bad.  Monday was horrible.  I just sat at my dining room/kitchen table crying for a long time and felt the intensity of my loss greatly.  Last...

I am slowly getting rid of Smokey's camping equipment and tools.  I thought it would be a lot harder than it was for me.  These were the things that Smokey loved the most in material possessions. ...

Just when I think I am doing good, something happens to put me down into the dark hole of despair and grief.  I don't know what happened on Sunday but I have been down in the dark hole of...

I would like your opinion on something.  Yesterday my BC Hydro was cut out in the entire building as they were working to update it.  The power came on after 11 at night.  In the process of my...

It's been seven months since Smokey has died.  I feel like I am going crazy inside with the highs and lows OR the ups and downs.  Most of the time I feel life is good and I am really happy.  Then...