Depression is getting worse since I left my job. I was expecting this but it is scary. I'm sleeping like 15 hours a day if you count naps. I just sit staring into space. I have no problem with that stuff but it's how I'm feeling that is bad. I'm feeling totally adrift, lost, hopeless. I try to force myself to go out and I do most days but it doesn't really help much. No one calls me. It's like I've just dropped off the face of the earth. I'm 56 years old with arthritis and other health problems so it's hard for me to move around and get out anyway. Everything depresses me. I don't believe in anything. I'm really bitter. I need a good therapist really bad but I haven't been able to find one. I won't talk to my old therapist. She is awful. I'm glad I can post here. It's something. I'm at the bottom of a well right now. I don't see anything in my future. It's like I am completely obsolete and invisible. And I have no energy. No fight left in me. God help me.
Hi after I had my son in 2018 I had postpartum and that turned into depression.... the depression has not left... sometimes it hits me out of nowhere and I just completely shut down and I cry and I cry and I start feeling lonely, unloved, unwanted, feeling like nobody understands what I go through. I had even thought at times it will be better if I just wasn't here on this earth.
I'm gonna start this post off by saying i am not the person in this abusive relationship, it is my oldest sister, I just went into her room to grab something and she was crying a lot and told me to get out, she never cried in front of my family and if she does she hides it, I would never know about it, I'm almost onehundered percent sure it's because of her abusive boyfriend, they are still...