just a rant about an ex

"How a REAL relationship works. Walking away is the cowards way out" ~Dave A."how a REAL relationship works" is right. it never was a REAL relationship to me. sorry, but true. i've been telling you! i'm sorry i didn't walk away in the beginning.. STAYING in the relationship as i had, was cowardly of me. i never WANTED to be in that relationship, i was too COWARDLY to stand up and just admit it and WALK AWAY. walking away THEN would've been the bravest thing i had ever done, relationship-wise... hell, even walking away 8 years later was the bravest thing. i wanted to just cower and stay in the 'ship because it would've felt nicer and easier, and you wouldn't have gotten hurt. but i was HURTING MYSELF by staying, AND hurting you, and my daughter, in the process. so... good luck in your relationship endeavors, i'm soo fucking done with you. good bye.