I "Heart" Gay Men, lol

I'M IN LOVE WITH A GAY MAN!!!! how does that even HAPPEN!?! haha, i should say "INFATUATED." ugh, i am soo atracted to a few gay men... does it even mean anything? hmm.. like, it's like, i want what i can't have. i want what's out of my reach. yeah, that sounds like that's it! i've always felt that way. :/
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for anyone reading this, i consider myself a straight woman.