Cry
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- God I hate people.And not like good people but like the bad people. The people who decide it's okay to take the lives of teenagers and people who have a future ahead of them. Like who the fuck gives you the right to take the lives of another...
- I've been so frustrated with my friends where I'm currently. I'm also frustrated with my body. Because I'm feeling both imI feeling anxious and depressed. An unusual amount of depression and my anxiety has usually been manageable but not this...
- I'm about to lose it. I haven't done anything tonight except cry. One of my close friends was hit by a bus and was killed. I feel so empty. And his funeral is on a whole different continent so I can't even go. I don't know what to do. He was my...
- I've finally decided. While I may have to wait until I'm 18 to go get a proper diagnosis in November this year, I have decided to make 2018 the best as I can make it. I'm trying to change my thoughts from "god this was such a shit day" to "today was...
- What is depression? Well no, I know what it is, what I meant to ask is, is there one specific way to be depressed? Because my mom said today "you always say you're depressed, but you're laughing at your videos. I don't want to get up. I act more...
- So idk if this is my first time on here in this page. Probably.Anyway....so I'm into K-Pop. Back in 2011 is when my depression really started to hit. My best friend introduced me to this group called SHINee. A Korean boyband. They were together for...
- I haven't felt this horrible since we'll in a long time. So long story short I fractured my shoulder (roughly 9 months ago) it wasn't bad, the issue wasn't that, it was everything afterwards. My dancing, my backpack and moving heavy objects was the...
- I had a dream last night, a...I was lost. Not literally but when I woke up. It was me as a child...in a really happy home. My parents were still together, I was abused, it was happy. And I woke up and I've been thinking of that dream ever since. It...
- Okay before I begin, I just wanna say this is Kiko speaking because he's better at talking about this than I am. I'll explain who Kiko is in a few. So, it's honestly been a hectic week and not a good hectic.So Kiko, he's...okay lemme start with the...
- I feel like there's something wrong, like internally I feel like there's an issue, yet physically I'm laughing and it's frustrating.
- I've been on a tight schedule lately, to help me situate myself and ease my anxiety. I wake up at five exactly, stretch, and then head to school. I then leave school at three, eat a healthy snack at 3:30(ish), start homework at 4 and finish it at...
- I'm on a hellevator. My hellevator is my dear friend depression. Sometimes it's down in hell and it makes me suffer other days it's in heaven and I feel like I'm on top of the world. It's never just there on earth. Somedays when it's in hell it's...
- I've been grieving for the past week over what happened in Los Vegas, and I started to write a poem. Tw maybe???My relations to shootings.I've had a relationship I never knew existed. A one sided abusive relationship. At 4am on Monday I woke up like...
- One of my least favourite things is stomach pains. Now a couple years back it was Halloween. I was babysitting my neighbors twins and we went trick or treating. This was that time when razors and shit were stuffed in foods so ya know. Anyway so we...
- My friend pointed out today that I was scarfing down food. She told me to chill and that it's not going anywhere. But if she knew where if been, how long I'd gone without food she'd understand. My dad left when I was 10. I still resent him for...