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  Alone

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: Momof2kids 07/10/2020

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  Idk where to start. Everything is so fucked up. I guess start with what's hurting me the most. 7 months ago I was talking about how my great grandpa passed and I was dealing with two deaths in the span of a year. Welp, if 7months ago Shu knew that she'd be dealing with 4 deaths in the span of 6 months, I'm sure she would've jumped off a bridge to die. My great grandma slipped away in her sleep in April. And my great aunt passed in June. And it's been hard. Quarantine made it so much worse. I...

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  Back to numb. Im angry and sad

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: SimpsonsOK 12/16/2019

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  I can't. Living is exhausting. I don't want to be a part of living when my two favorite people are gone. they both went to a place I can't follow them.last year, October 25, 2018 my grandpa passed away. My rock, the only person I felt like I could trust, slipped away in a painful way. He had dementia and was constantly getting sick from his weakened immune system. Dementia is a HUGE part of my life. (Kinda why I painted some parts of my car purple, for Dementia awareness) november 30, 2019, my...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Cry

  Posted: 10/08/2019

  Cry commented on the discussion To my unborn child. I’m sorry (t\w).

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  To my unborn child. I’m sorry (t\w)

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 10/09/2019

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  Okay, so back in like February of 2017 I made a post about my boyfriend. I was head over heals in love with him because he cared about me and was easy with me. I never talked a out what happened with him afterwards. I did end up loosing my virginity to him. But he became more sexual and I’d reluctantly go along with it because I loved him. I started telling him no when he wanted to do anything and he’d force himself on or in me. And I would go limp, allowing him because if I didn’t,...

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  I should come first

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: mujicaptsd 10/03/2019

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  I’m sick of putting others before me. I know it’s a good thing to put others before me, but the last few times I did, I wanted to kill myself afterwards because I stopped caring for myself. And that’s not okay. I want to enjoy this life. I only have one. So why do I care about others more than myself? I’m sympathetic but it’s become a problem. My happiness shouldn’t come after others. Like, my friends and family want me to go to college, but idk what I want to do. I felt pressured...

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  Oh boy (T/W probably)

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: LillyPotter 08/03/2019

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  Hey, so, it's been about 3 months since my last post. Lots happened. Let's organize it because depression is keeping me up.So, I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL!! I graduated with mostly B's, two A's and one C. I haven't been a good student for my high school career, but I tried. I was pretty proud of myself. Till my friends started talking about how they got all A+'s. Till other kids started talking about how the got all A+'s. Hit me like a fucking train. There i was, destroying my mental health only to...

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  How to get pasted abuse? (t/w)

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: BlueSky 04/17/2019

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  I have a boyfriend (soon to be ex) he's a genuinely nice guys, but I see him as a friend. Anyway, he died his hair red and the moment I saw it, my friends say my face went white. I felt clammy, nauseous and anxious upon seeing his new dyed hair. I couldn't find my voice for quite a few minutes. It was like my voice was taken away. When he asked if I liked it, I just snapped that I hated. He explained that it was for cancer (which his mom suffers from) a sweet sentimental thought, but I couldn't...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/29/2018

  Cry became friends with altasnowman.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/09/2019

  Cry became friends with usedtobehappy.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/14/2019

  Cry became friends with eMistLiquids.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/14/2019

  Cry became friends with soototallyarii.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/19/2019

  Cry became friends with ready4achange.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/05/2019

  Cry became friends with 247pain.

• Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD)
  

  Full Past (T/W and Hella long sorry)

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: mujicaptsd 02/11/2019

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  I played a game recently and it sent me spiralling down and I started thinking about my entire life. I'm allowing myself to be completely vulnerable which I have never done. No holding back from Cry (me) right now. Maybe making myself vulnerable will help. I grew up in an abusive household. My mum and dad each had a victim and a favourite. My brother was the victim of verbal abuse (maybe physical idk) from my mum while I fell victim against my dad (sexual, mental and verbal). When he got...

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  Voices (this is long)

  Posted by: Cry

  Last Reply: SunCloudJD 11/15/2018

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  I'm such a burden. I'm a failure, loser, weak. I shouldn't be here. I want to be dead. I wish I was dead. I'm such a burden. My friends shouldn't be worried about me. I'm not worthy of their time. They say they care but I can't find the words to tell them how I feel. I look down and depressed and I can't find the words. No, I want to talk to you! LISTEN TO ME PLEASE! I NEED YOU TO HEAR ME PLEASE! ITS ALL I WANT! but the voices tell me no. I can't. I'm your biggest burden. I need to be heard...