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so I learned that I wasnt doing as well as I thought in my english class and now my final grade is a D. I am so afraid that I wont be able to get into the college I want but I have done very well in my other classes and all I can do is hope it pulls up my grade to the GPA that I need....though I have already decided that I'm moving no matter what, it may end up being put on hold to sign up for online classes....this is ridiculous. Everything this year has been hurry up and wait over and over and over and its driving me into depression. I have tried to stay positive and look at the bright side of all the mishaps but this.......its too much right now. I feel like I want to drown someone.
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I'm sorry imiru. Try not to let it get you down. Is it possible to retake the English class during the summer?
This is all temporary. School is temporary and it is just one grade. One day, when you are in your future career - be that tattoo artist or whatever else you decide to do, you will see that in the end, it doesn't matter. Yes, it is important to focus on grades and your future. But you have a lot going on. Forgive yourself for not being perfect. Nobody is.
We all want things to be perfect. When they are not, we feel bad. I'm upset because I didn't win the lottery last night. (Joking) I took my car in this morning and was told there a few things wrong with it. Now I will have to consider buying a new one soon $$$. I have to take my mom to the hospital tomorrow for surgery. My knee is bad from a past injury and may need surgery next year. My wife is making me act as a single dad, she avoids the kids. Life is just a big bag of problems.