finally some peace

almost done with finals, almost done with all my christmas shopping and I finally get some days off from work to unwind. I'm very proud of myself, for the first time in a long time I didn't have anxiety about being busy and alone all weekend. I had grown so used to being needed or just hanging out with people nearly every week. But after my forced time alone the other week, I just shrugged, read a scary book and spent some time with my thoughts. I didnt cry, freak out or feel unwanted. I knew that I enjoyed my company and that let me feel content.